Saturday

you need a cap of 4.75 to be a science dean's lister. clearly, that's quite a sadistic objective. well, at least it's good to know i managed to pull one off last sem, thanks to mr s/u. but i don't see any repetitions of this fluke in the sems to come.

saturday (02/12/06):
do ode exam
return raymond his notes
shop alone
go to marina promenade, disappear into the night and think real fucking hard

considering that it was the place that triggers the good and unhappy memories that still linger, why not go to the problematic place that fuels the contradiction, and think very very very hard about what you need to let go, whether i want to believe and what i want to do about it.

this sem has been one screwed up mess, for reasons I'm too familiar with. tutorials undone. nonchalance towards the mid-terms. the grades for this sem can more or less verify it. just hope i'm lucky enough to get >4.0. i can only haphazard if i do consistent work. it won't work if i skip and sleep half the lectures and my mind's somewhere else.

what the heck. i'm still awake. sometimes, i wonder whether i really need sleep at all. sometimes, maybe it would be wise to figure out society's equilibrium of happiness and ensuring its effective redistribution within its people. it's always a biased distribution out there.

[itunes]: Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul